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This felt right

I was looking for this song as a guitar tutorial and was shocked to find this video. In the first 15 seconds… I loved her immediately. This song I’ve been self soothing to for years and I can’t believe this girl has such raw talent and such a strong voice! It’s so much better and richer than the Spotify version. Love this artist. Love this song. This one vid just won a fan forever. 😭🥹💛

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I’m confused. Catie is so beautiful and talented. I guess we all have our demons….

Ur chord progressions are always so emotive 😭❤️‍🔥

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Of all the times I felt abandoned by God, when HE let my grandfather die in suffering was the worst!😢

I don’t dance but your song makes me dance

No hate like Christian love

As a trans girl I’ve never related to a song so much

omg youre the one who made this song?! this song makes me cry ;~; you did so well

It is alot easier to think that He made a mistake with us. But its alot harder to humble yourself and realize you can't do this life alone and we have to surrender our lifes into His hand fully. So He is able to change us. Its no smooth process but a worth while one ❤. I am not perfect and I was at a point in my life where i blamed God for the mistakes i had. But that didnt bring me anywhere. Only when i realized I needed Him, I needed a savior thatd when my life changed ❤❤

Every time I see her songs I think about ace 😭💔

I’m so so so incredibly sorry for your loss. May he rest in peace. He will be greatly missed.

Someone has to make slowed version of this masterpiece please

This is my Song, being a twin is hard. I have a twin sister who is perfect in every way. I was born with tons of allergies, had problems at birth, and since I was 4, I've had learning disabilities. She was always in the spotlight since birth overall. She's smart, has friends, is good at school, and has no problems with her. (Allergies and mental health) I've always sucked at school, never passed a sol except for one. It gets me angry when people say this generation is so "Depressed" It's the ones who really are. My twin, when she doesn't get her way, she says she's gonna kms or i wish i was de*d. What isn't fair is that i suffer through everything. Imagine being stupid and useless every day, passing the grade level,but needing the credits to graduate. That stresses me while she already has 3/5 while i have nothing. Imagine waking up and being a hole in tire different person, For about 2 years, I've had the problem of not understanding who i am and what i made it for. It hurts knowing im useless. Ive always been self destructive, hitting, scratching, biting, and sh. When we get into arguments she pulls up that card which is a sensitive subject and which makes me angry. If i could describe myself, im a angry and destructive person. Its just who i am, and being different hurts. I dont know who i am, how i feel. I was homofobic until the end of 8th grade, but actually got less homofobic when i had to move, turns out i think im trans and bi. Ive kissed a girl in the closet before (literally) when i was 7 and flirted with at least 3 in my life, dated only men. I remember being 13 and seeing this youtuber she was cute, but since she was a girl, i tried to push those feelings down. They soon did, but i realized im into the masculine type of both genders, ofc i am masculine myself, cant stand feminine, oof. Im different from everyone, i dont know a single lgbtq person in my family's, in or out of family. I have one friend who's bi, and that's all. I hate myself for being different and hope i cant stand it anymore and finally end it that was or someone finally helping me becuase i dont know how to feel.

As a Christian, all these comments hurt. I am really sorry being a member of the church did all this to you. You didn’t deserve that. No one deserves that. I am sorry, truly.

I still come back to this song on my hard days <3

Overt, huh? Maybe it’s both of our faults. I carry some of the blame for sure, but putting up on erowid that 20 hbwr seeds was a good idea, teaching me about dxm. All of that. The blame doesn’t all fall on me. People think i’m crazy because I see things they don’t, and you never reveal yourself so people remain ignorant. Whatever. Subtlety.

I'm a disabled 47 yr old paraplegic with a lot of issues, and I really love this song so much. I know God hates me. I feel this every day, every single lonely day.

She is so incredibly talented.

I’m here five years later still waiting for the studio version 😢

I was recently recovering by myself for my ed but I can’t bare to look at myself and am falling back into it and this song expresses things in my mind that my words could never

This song is so me 😢

the BPD anthem <3

Ace never deserved this much suffer

Why is the Spotify version censored now? (at least in Austria) - feels weird

I first heard this song on Shane Dawson's channel

everyday, I have to ask myself many times, "What did I do to deserve this" lmao...

Still A wonderful song to cry too from an argument with a religious family lol <3 **currently crying in the kitchen** i hope ya'll know you matter and you're vaild! <3

I know God hates me. God made my life bad right from the start. He makes me a dam crippled right after I was born. He could have let me die then. Then when I do find a wife, he kills her off. All he has to do is kill me. I don't give a shit where I end up. I'm already in hell. Right now, I have stopped eating. I know I will only live for 52 more days. He can watch me suffer, I know that what he wants.

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I’m still growing up but I’m a teenager and oh my gosh this song hits me so damn hard.i put it on and just want to break down crying.why do I look so damn ugly and just horrible.No one ever thinks I look nice. I’m Fat and just have a horrible body.This song describes how I feel everyday.When it says “it doesn’t tell you how many steps it takes to burn of dessert” that just breaks my heart cause that’s what I worry about everyday.I have to lose all of the calories I gain no matter what.Why am I built like a man in a girls body.Why are my shoulders so big why are my arms so skinny why is my head shaped so odd why are my teeth so long why is my forehead so long.My face in general is just so damn ugly.When I look in the mirror I’m ashamed and discussed at what I see.cause what I see is just pure ugliness my eyes are so wrong.Im wrong.my hair is bad.my body is bad. I just suck in general and I want to die so bad but I can’t. I can’t cause if I do them my mom would blame herself and my friends would be alone and I’m the only thing holding them up right now.i am the person they tell their problems to and if they don’t have me they have no one I am the person they make fun of so others can smile and be happy. I make people smile in any way I can so I can’t die cause I might be someone’s reason to stay alive (This was just a rant thanks for reading Ik its long I just had a lot I needed to get off of my chest hope you have an amazing day and remember you are amazing and just the best)

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Been listening to this for years!!! I Need it on Apple Music☹️☹️☹️🤨

You're as beautiful as your voice. Well done.

i'm muslim and this song is jy coping mechanism rn 😢i hate it here

My mom just pulled up a picture of me with you a couple years ago 😂 that’s so cool

I hope you found help ❤

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Never thought so many from ace and sofia are here 😭😭

Sorry if i'm an idiot but is theis song about rape😢 and how society ?or the person themselves) can gaslight you into thinking that your the problem?

<3 You are beautiful on the inside and out and that is worth more than 10,000 nice looking vessels, don't let hollywood steal your shine!

5 years later, 💜

God loves you all you don't understand God works in mysterious ways turn around and wake up

I’m Christian and I still feel like this all the time. I know God loves me and my faith has been helpful for me, but sometimes my OCD and depression tells me that I’m unworthy of God and my mental illness was a punishment for a sin I can’t remember.

Lyrical genius!

Still coming back in 2024 to hear the song that caused me to fall in love with your voice, your songwriting, your musicianship, and your personality. ❤️

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Chappell roan stole your vibe!